Let me start out by saying that I have no late payments or anything bad on my credit reports. However my utilization is horrible and my scores are tanked because I have about 39K in credit card debt. I am struggling now because I just found out I have a brain tumor and of course with the cost of living going up, doctors bills, grocery prices, etc its getting harder and harder to survive. I need to make a decision and I am unsure of which route to take. Do I quit paying my cards and further ruin my credit? If I still pay some of my cards, will those get cancelled because of my score? Will credit card companies sue me? My score is not good enough to even try for a debt consolidation loan. And I dont even think I can afford bankruptcy. It really kills me to just not pay these but I don;t know what else to do. I would like to continue to pay on those that I can afford. Thank you for any advice....