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  1. I just hate how she reacted yet we weren't were in a relationship. I don't get how she reacted. I thought she was gonna be like okay and not get angry. I am probably going to lose her. I will see because I will contact her on the 19th and see if she wants to see me on the 20th.
  2. OMG I hate my life more now. She got mad at me like it was my fault when I told her not to contact me, not to call me until Jan 30th that it shattered my heart and She told me to get out of her house and screamed at me . I told her this not good bye but she did not take it well and she cried. I’m mad at myself for bringing that up but it had to but said.
  3. I’m bout to say good bye to my crush 😔😔 for a month until feb 1st because I need to see if I can better myself for a month without seeing or hearing her although it will hurt me. If she doesn’t want to see anymore I’ll be hurt but it has to be done because I’m hurting inside talking to her and going to her house but not being with her . Wish me luck all.
  4. I’m okay though but don’t feel 100%.
  5. Hmm. I sorta got kind of anxious when she said be happy your okay and nobody died, I wish I was. I know this forum or any forum is against self harm but I really feel like I have nothing to live for, I feel like sometimes my existence is a joke.
  6. I feel sad right now tbh like nothing I do is ever right :(. Friends leave, I lose people I love, and i just had a car accident yesterday because I am not right. My truck has a huge dent now and my truck front bumper is destroyed. She texted/called me making sure I was fine but inside I am dead right now like nothing is left in my life that can go right. I don’t know anymore what to do. https://m.imgur.com/a/UImVTAC
  7. Yeah your right. Atleast she told me it’s not a definite no so there’s hope left. A bit bummed but what can I do. Happy New Years
  8. Thank you for your kind words but I still have feelings left for her and it sucks that she doesn’t want to move on in a way I want to move on forward with her it’s so hard to find a decent person in this time and I thought I found someone special which I still believe she is, someone who fills my empty feelings in this world with happiness. I guess I can be glad that we can still be friends.
  9. I work, I make good money for a 26 yr old. Made 64k 2020, 73k 2019, 60k 2018, and I have had more then 8 cars and that is a lot for a 26 yr old and no one has helped me financially or anything. I don’t buy things a lot that is not my style as in I rarely go shopping for anything. I did buy new shoes recently which costed $120 and I haven’t bought new shoes since I was 21 and I also bought my first pair of blue jeans in a long time just to try and dress up. Objects don’t simply make me happy :(. I thought until the midnight of December 31st where I thought I found someone I like
  10. I know I have to pay interest but I want the extra payments to go towards the principle and not the interest. I also don’t care that I have a month or 2 where I don’t have to pay. Like my pass loan with Toyota I would call them to get it to go towards the principle the extra payments and not toward the interest.
  11. I’m still working so I don’t have time to look through my loan paper work. My first payment was suppose to be this month since I got the loan in November but in November I made a payment of 400 and 55.83 got applied towards interest and 344.17 got applied towards the principle. this is pissing me off because I don’t want to pay interest but one lady when I called navy federal said this is an interest based loan and I’m like what the freak.
  12. So I just made of 350 towards my debt consolidation loan and 299.97 went towards the interest and 50.33 went toward the principle. I tried calling and they say this is an interest based loan! Now I don’t have a payment until feb,23,2021 but I don’t care for that! I want it to go towards my principle. Any help?
  13. I already froze all my credit lines so I’m not really worry bout that and I have the texting feature on all my accounts as a security feature.
  14. So I got a letter from NCC(Nationwide credit corporation) for a balance of $90 but they don't say what the bill is for. It said for County of Fairfax but I have never been to fairfax,VA so I have no idea what late bill I have and I have never been late on any of my bills. Do I ignore it or what do I do?
  15. I think I can get it through my work for like $5 lol but just asking if discover is any good. Not really. I don't really have any social media either. The only social media I have is facebook and thats it and youtube of course.
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