It's killing me!

Arh!  The wait is killing me.  My family didn’t volunteer to give me the $560 something they borrowed and promised to give me the first of the month back yet.  And I haven’t had enough balls to ask them for it back.  This is also the week when I only can put away $80 towards the house down payment savings, as well as the last week in which I pay no federal taxes.  Next pay is scheduled to be the first check this year in which I will claim 0 exemptions.  So less in my check, but it balances out because this month is the last month I have to pay my sons school tuition until July.  So I will still be able to put about $700 a check away after the end of this month.  Also my car will be paid off at the end of June! Meaning no car note and lower insurance hopefully! Hopefully I will be able to go out looking for the house soon.  Just having a pre-approval is …. The suspense is killing me!